Sorry for this... one more post without pictures. I have not been using my own computer lately. I don't know why, I am just suddenly uncomfortable with it. My last post was from work. Hehe. And this one is from Harry's laptop- enjoying the quiet, coffee, and early morning. Well, enjoying the quiet and the coffee. I wish I was still in bed and had the time to allow myself to wake up naturally. It seems I have become so delicate.... or temperamental... I have been on some kind of "schedule" for the last 3 weeks, and I feel like I am gonna just crack at any moment. The worst part is that lots of those things in the "schedule" are good things. Just too many. No time to just wake up naturally- to sleep as long as my body needs. OR time to just goof off and play..It really bothers me to be so scheduled, and yet I do it to myself all the time. Harry has even stopped trying to make me not do it. He just watches, then picks up the pieces of the crumbled me when the you know what hits the fan. So my picture less post and my question to you today is - do you do this too? Do you over schedule yourself, and then implode? and were you ever able to fix it? I feel like I am just about to figure it out like a curtain will open and I will get why I get in this place... My fantasy is that on this wonderfully overcast day.. I was just pulling weeds in my garden. Oh, and that my phone got lost for about 6 hours. O.k. I am off to save the tiny part of the world I am in charge of-that was a joke. AND though this post might seem a bit dismal... not to worry, there is a massage in my day today- and hopefully a better attitude. I hope you have a wonderful day. xoxo
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